Wow, done with the class part of school! It's so weird, honestly. I can't believe it's over and the dreaded extern is almost here! I'm getting excited tho, hurray! As of now, still don't know where I'm going. Pretty frustrated with my school right now... I feel like they didn't try real hard to make sure I had a place when I was supposed to! So yeah, I should find out sometime this week and it couldn't come sooner. I am dying to know and would love to be able to plan! So this week is all about relaxing and preparing! I have a whoole week of nothing and it's wonderful! The only sad thing is Chris is gone for the next 7-10 days in KS working! I'm so sad. :( Thankfully I have a wonderful second family to stay with! My in-laws rock!
Here are the last few days of my days of truth.. I'm ahead by one day but didn't feel like adding on to it later.. haha!
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life? Traveled more! I loooove old places/history and would love to travel all over the world!
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.. I would make a playlist to Chris of all our songs that mean something to me, or remind me of the times we spent together! I don't feel like writing all the songs out.. sorry!
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today? I don't know!
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? lol, no not really. I've had it pretty easy all my life and the only times I have ever felt depressed I realized I was being super self-centered and lame. Life is what you make it!
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now? I'm done with school and moving on in my career! It's exciting! I have an amazing husband and life is good!
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? CRY. From sheer terror..
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. Weelll.... I would change my self control! I wish I had more of it!!
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
I don't feel like doing this one to be honest. Sorry! And this IS all about the truth right? ha!
Well, hopefully I will know about my externship tomorrow!
~Beth
Monday, November 15, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Two days folks!
Two days!! Oh my goodness!!!
Unbelievable! It's almost here woohoo! Thank God the nerves have subsided a bit, my stomach doesn't hurt every day like it was lol! I'm starting to get kinda excited actually.. I'm sure I'll be freaking out my first day tho haha!
Here are the last couple days I missed:
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without? People that bring me down! I want to surround myself with encouraging friends and my wonderful family!
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something? The Bible obviously! Other than that, I have really enjoyed the Bodie Thoene books on times during the bible, it really made me view Jesus as more of a person that you could connect with and bond with.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage? No.. I believe you should love everyone, that no sin is worse than another, but I don't believe it's right.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? I'm a Christian and believe Jesus is the son of God and my Saviour!! And a steadfast Republican even when I hate politicians..
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol? I used to believe neither of both. Still believe that drugs are never a good idea to get into, not only because of the havoc it has on your body, but how uncontrollable they are. You cannot do drugs in moderation. Alchohol in moderation I think is ok. I'll indulge in a drink, I won't ever go out and get wasted tho.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? If she is ok, I'll be there, making it up to her and helping her realize that it was just a fight, that I love her and she means so much to me!!
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life? Wasted so much time doing NOTHING when I was younger... :( And I wish I would have been ok with Chris being a police officer while we lived in Colorado.. Maybe then we would have never moved.. I kick myself over that all the time..
Well, Chris will be gone for a few days in KS working. I'm kinda sad. I finally get time off of both work AND school, which hasn't happened in 7 months.. And he's gone the week I have off.. Oh well, I'm going to make the best of it and spend it with my wonderful in-laws! It will be nice and relaxing, which I def. need after the craziness of the last month!! I'll see him this weekend, so that will break it up a bit, thankfully!
Well, I'll be updated soon after I find out where I'm externing!!
Love,
~ME
Unbelievable! It's almost here woohoo! Thank God the nerves have subsided a bit, my stomach doesn't hurt every day like it was lol! I'm starting to get kinda excited actually.. I'm sure I'll be freaking out my first day tho haha!
Here are the last couple days I missed:
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without? People that bring me down! I want to surround myself with encouraging friends and my wonderful family!
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something? The Bible obviously! Other than that, I have really enjoyed the Bodie Thoene books on times during the bible, it really made me view Jesus as more of a person that you could connect with and bond with.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage? No.. I believe you should love everyone, that no sin is worse than another, but I don't believe it's right.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? I'm a Christian and believe Jesus is the son of God and my Saviour!! And a steadfast Republican even when I hate politicians..
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol? I used to believe neither of both. Still believe that drugs are never a good idea to get into, not only because of the havoc it has on your body, but how uncontrollable they are. You cannot do drugs in moderation. Alchohol in moderation I think is ok. I'll indulge in a drink, I won't ever go out and get wasted tho.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? If she is ok, I'll be there, making it up to her and helping her realize that it was just a fight, that I love her and she means so much to me!!
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life? Wasted so much time doing NOTHING when I was younger... :( And I wish I would have been ok with Chris being a police officer while we lived in Colorado.. Maybe then we would have never moved.. I kick myself over that all the time..
Well, Chris will be gone for a few days in KS working. I'm kinda sad. I finally get time off of both work AND school, which hasn't happened in 7 months.. And he's gone the week I have off.. Oh well, I'm going to make the best of it and spend it with my wonderful in-laws! It will be nice and relaxing, which I def. need after the craziness of the last month!! I'll see him this weekend, so that will break it up a bit, thankfully!
Well, I'll be updated soon after I find out where I'm externing!!
Love,
~ME
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
One more week..
Wow, time is flying and I'm getting behind!! Here are the last TEN days of truth! Goodness!
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do: As morbid as this sounds, I hope I die before Chris does in this life. I never want to be without him.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for: Jesus, Chris and my mom. I know that's three people, but they have been so instrumental in my life and are my rocks.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like crap: Honestly, I won't name names but you remember what was it, day 5 or something? The two girls? Yeah, those two..
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted: I feel like my Colorado people are drifting.. It's been almost a year since I've seen everyone. My family, my best friend and like it or not, being 800 miles away just sucks..
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know: Honestly I feel like right now I'm surrounded by good people in my life! I'm blessed!
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on: it's either: you have a booty! Or, I wish I had your butt.. Sometimes just a statement or yeah.. not sure if it's a compliment! I've also had compliments on my smile..
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on: I like my eyes, but no one else seems to notice.. haha!! Chris does, that's all that matters right?
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days: Hm.. Not sure actually. I remember a lot of breaking benjamin when me and Chris were long distance, it was melancholy and nice.
Day 14: A hero that has let you down: Jesus is my hero and He doesn't let me down..
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it: Like I said, I would not and would never want to live without my Chris. Long distance SUCKED and the idea of not having him in my life is awful.
Well, only about a week left. Nerves are setting in.
Beth
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do: As morbid as this sounds, I hope I die before Chris does in this life. I never want to be without him.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for: Jesus, Chris and my mom. I know that's three people, but they have been so instrumental in my life and are my rocks.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like crap: Honestly, I won't name names but you remember what was it, day 5 or something? The two girls? Yeah, those two..
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted: I feel like my Colorado people are drifting.. It's been almost a year since I've seen everyone. My family, my best friend and like it or not, being 800 miles away just sucks..
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know: Honestly I feel like right now I'm surrounded by good people in my life! I'm blessed!
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on: it's either: you have a booty! Or, I wish I had your butt.. Sometimes just a statement or yeah.. not sure if it's a compliment! I've also had compliments on my smile..
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on: I like my eyes, but no one else seems to notice.. haha!! Chris does, that's all that matters right?
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days: Hm.. Not sure actually. I remember a lot of breaking benjamin when me and Chris were long distance, it was melancholy and nice.
Day 14: A hero that has let you down: Jesus is my hero and He doesn't let me down..
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it: Like I said, I would not and would never want to live without my Chris. Long distance SUCKED and the idea of not having him in my life is awful.
Well, only about a week left. Nerves are setting in.
Beth
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)